BILINGÜES. DISCULPAS

Mi unconscious speaks english. I know it sounds plastic, obviously hectic cuz i'm a spanish speaker.. But's totally, utterly true. Whether i'm on the bus or just mumbling while I buy the newspaper, the moment I lose the thread of what i'm actually thinking, I start dreaming in english.
The main issue here is nothing less than... why the fuck does this happen??
If anyone's got the answer, please help me! I'll be glad to accept any kind of curses, critics or simple and plain bullshit! I'm trying to figure out the rest of my life here.
Just write in english. cuac!